Random Rant of Awesome

So, I decided to write something. I guess I'll start with the serious crap that I can't actually tell people I actually know. That's right Deviants, i'm using you as an outlet. Deal with it
So, I'm bi. I know the internet won't get to me the way the real world would if I told, so no one actually knows. Hehe
And yesterday, I slept over at the house of my female crush and Best Friend. She told me she had started dating this guy from our school. It turned out that she had liked him for 3 YEARS. Yeah, I knew I couldn't have her since the start, but she'd never had a boyfriend. The only strange part was that she didn't want anyone to know. So i asked her why she told me and not any of our other closest friends, and she said I was the closest. So, I came out to her. Not about my crush, but the sexuality thing. She was totally cool with it, as expected.
Still hurts, though.
...Damn.
Next- Anime. I'm going nuts! Right now, I'm trying to finish InuYasha. It's tough, cuz when I finish it, I have to finish Bleach, which I put on hold. THEN after I finish Bleach, I have to finish Spice and Wolf, which I only have like 10 episodes left to watch, but still. And THEN I have to watch Honey and Clover.
... you ask why i have to?
Because i simply REFUSE to give up an anime. Refuse.
I'm also working on an Anime CD, which will be a CD that has music intros form all the anime I've seen so far. But to do that, I must finish those anime.
Next topic- School. Not the middle school I'm in right now, mind you. My elementary. Remember my crush and friend? So she has a little sister that goes to our old elementary, and they held a potluck. So we went. OMG they painted the walls of the auditorium blue. It doesn't sound that bad, you say? They used to have this amazing mural of colorful people and stars and skies and THEY PAINTED IT BLUE!!! No more pandas, which is the school mascot. Would you not rather see a mural with painting pandas than BLUE? If that wasn't bad enough, they also put up 3 basketball hoops. In the auditorium, I have no idea why.
So my crush/friend (it seems I'll have to get over her) and I went outside and took a walk around the school. Oh my now, the memories! So much we remembered! Heres the basic conversation-
me- Oh my god, do you remember when we buried those dead baby birds we found?
her-Oh my god, yes! Right there! Oh, do you remember playing lava monster at that playground?
me- Yes, yes! Do you remember that time where we tangled the swing over the bars and they made us take it down?
her- Uh huh! Can you believe it?
me- Hey, there's something wrong here. what...
her- .... 0_0
me- OH MY GOD THEY CHOPPED DOWN THE PINE TREES!!!!!!!
her- NOOO!!!!
That's right guys, the pine trees. See there was a semicircle of pine trees that framed this stone semicircle steps, which was recognized as the fifth grade hangout. In the summer, we hid in them and climbed them and played with the strange little caterpillars that hung from their silk threads.
...gone.
We had something like a mini breakdown! It was insane! And WHY? How did that even improve anything?!?!
We were devastated!!!

So, that's it, guys. Comment please! Bye! <3